hooked on a feeling
![Love Decay Repair Series: Repair 1. 45"x40". Handhooked, hand stitch, needlefelt. Wool, silk, linen. Circle Craft Gallery, Vancouver. June 2017](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/757b4e_3581d15d62b94e0c987dfd800dabaf91~mv2_d_3264_2448_s_4_2.jpg/v1/fill/w_980,h_735,al_c,q_85,usm_0.66_1.00_0.01,enc_auto/757b4e_3581d15d62b94e0c987dfd800dabaf91~mv2_d_3264_2448_s_4_2.jpg)
I often hear artists talk about making art based on a feeling. It sounds esoteric.
But in fact, that’s how I make my art.
My art making is often a catharsis. I use it to sort out my feelings about love and loss, day-to-day life.
My work titled Repair 1, was inspired by a family member’s terminal illness. As I watched her transition from this world into the next I was struck by the kind and caring family members who supported her on her journey.
I wanted to express that feeling. To make sense of it.
The inspiration for the design came from the Hosta leaf. It always seemed so contradictory - here was a leaf that had the delicate quality of paper and yet it had dynamic lines running through it. I photographed the leaves in the spring, summer and fall documenting their birth, life, death, and rebirth cycles over a four-year period.
I selected an image.
![](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/757b4e_e5eee4490fb5440199a520afb6152486~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_691,h_892,al_c,q_85,enc_auto/757b4e_e5eee4490fb5440199a520afb6152486~mv2.jpg)
The image was worked in photoshop.
I made a sample and used hand stitch alongside the hand hooked surface.
I continued to explore the image in photoshop and considered different ways of seeing the image.
![Repair 1. 45" x 40". Handhooked, hand stitch, needlefelt. Wool, silk, linen.](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/757b4e_dd2cb2ec14e840b583fcfa8f5c7174ad.jpg/v1/fill/w_900,h_900,al_c,q_85,enc_auto/757b4e_dd2cb2ec14e840b583fcfa8f5c7174ad.jpg)
White and pink tones captured my feelings of wanting to repair and delay the progression of the illness.
![Repair 1. Detail.](https://static.wixstatic.com/media/757b4e_abadb800c181497f9e2ddb2dcad04a50~mv2.jpg/v1/fill/w_479,h_479,al_c,q_80,enc_auto/757b4e_abadb800c181497f9e2ddb2dcad04a50~mv2.jpg)
Making the work was a healing journey which helped to bring acceptance and closure.
"The highest form of wisdom is kindness." Talmud
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